sometimes when someone have done/said something bad about you,

you wished you hadn't kept quiet about it, and at the heat of the moment just let out all the anger you felt at that moment right? because you would have felt better about yourself at that point of time,

but then, to come to think about it, what's the point, right?

biarlah orang buat jahat pat kite, asalkan kite tak buat jahat pat dorang

and no, im not saying im an angel and have not done anything wrong, of course ive made my own set of mistakes and have been the devil. everyone has a devil in them right?

but sometimes, you cant help but feel how weak you are by actually allowing others to make you the easy target, right?

right.

tuesday, i met shapnem

:):):)
boy, was i glad to see her!!

she's back in spore for her term break

we had gelare.

i dont know, i was at ease when i met her.

we talked by the bay, about life.

about how ready we are for the future.

i miss her, alot.

we talked so much.

i was sad when i saw the clock being 2 hrs away from 12, the start of a new day.

i wished i didnt have to go home.

and then sometimes when i think of situations i felt like shit,

when i felt .. people ..were ermm not being that nice to me,

you're definitely one of those few i think about,

whom i felt should be there to help me out.

and i know will help me out.

:'( :'(

dont go.

and dont lose anymore weight.

you know shapnem, when you're in aussie,

and we're exchanging emails,

i didnt think of you as being away,

i give myself reasons to why you're not here with me,

so i dont feel that sad.

we'll meet again, in september

and yah, my head has this growth of .. mess on it.

my hair my hair

oh! rambot, jangan lah kau degil sangat.

panjang lah cepat2 ye, aku nak buat something pat kau

tolong ye, sebab pasal kalau aku dah geram,

kedai gunting rambot dekat.

my hair is sooooo boringggggggg

it has ..no .. ermm attitude?

it is soooo bleagh.

hoi rambot.

and yah, we need a major catching up session

dah 5 hari tak jumpe pakcik oiii kan?

camera aku dah sampai, bile nak pegi petik petik gambar pakcik oiii

lime hari tu cukup makan?

cukup tido? ahh ni pasti cukup.

cukup rehat?

cukup segale galenye tak?